MissHex Stories

Forgotten

2012-01-07T12:00:00.000-08:00

It's just so darn easy to forget to do something important ! Worst than that, is to forget about someone. The idea or the conclusion a person makes to forget or ignore someone is totally bullshit. Especially if you're in denial that you are avoiding that person.

Should someone do something that cruel to a friend ?

Some people might have different opinions on it but i just find it profound and just plain nasty.

I never forget my friends face or ignore them no matter what. Whether they have a new life, a new "click", a new boyfriend or girlfriend or whether they are miles away from me. I'll always have the effort to keep in touch. Why is it so difficult for everyone to do the same ? I've always given hope to humans to change for the better. To see there's a bright light in them though all they see is darkness chasing and consuming them.

I guess I just liked the idea of you not the real you cause I've haven't seen the real you. I'm pretty sure that's giving hope to another human being.

New Year Resoultion

2012-01-03T02:30:00.000-08:00

It's New Years! "2012 the end of the world" some might say but all i can think of is what should i eat for lunch. Then my boyfriend asked me what are my resolutions well.. this are a few that I've come up with.

1) Eat less sugary things such as Chatime, deserts and snacks

2) Exercise at least twice or three times a week

3) Enjoy doing the things I like such as hanging with my mates and gaming

4) Entertainments, i.e movies, karaoke, pool, CC could be reduced to save money ..... :(

5) Education ! Study hard for my final year of my degree so that I can graduate in time.

6) Elope ? I wish I could if I had the money to travel with my honey.. So i guess i have to save money to do so ?

7) Engage .. Be more engage to people. Be nice to them and say something nice to them on fb or something like that

Lets just start out with these 7 first :D maybe the world might change ^^

Learn

2011-11-02T12:14:00.001-07:00

Little toy. Winding up so many times. There you are repeating again and again. I pity you for having to go through the same routine so many times in your life. You were made to repeat though you didn't have the chance to change. This is what you were made for. A little wind up toy.

You have the gears and springs to move but you you are still not satisfied.

Supposedly not to care about your past. Not to bring it over now. Not to make the same mistakes. You are now in a crossroad. Run little toy run.

How do you feel now being able to love ? To have a heart and to walk the distance that you were winded up for?

Now you have lost your wind up key.

Round and round you go trying to find the right key that fits into your hole.

You looked and looked and picked up the nearest you can find.

You put it into your key hole and it fits you well, but then you ended up winded up at the same old routine. Maybe you should find a new key ?

Mr. Bright side.

2011-10-19T01:51:00.000-07:00

Its about a man who falls in love with a women, but she sleeps around with other man who treats her badly. He tries his best to make her feel good and make her notice that he loves her dearly. It takes her a lot of time to notice him, but she doesn't realize how wonderful the guy really is to her. She doesn't seems to care. Now it is too late for her to see what she did wrong and he has given up on her. He doesn't want to love her anymore. She is now alone.

Flying So High

2011-10-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

A bowl of sugar for you. Full of sweetness and also full of cancer. Craving for more of you :)

Tick Tock

2011-10-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

Does everything that involves happiness comes with a price tag now? Do you need to do something huge in return to get that small amount of happiness?I have, what I can say is one of the best things a person would ask for. Does it come with a cost and fix price? Or does it fluctuate?

My only issue now,is knowing that I won’t go further than where I am now. I’m stuck here. I can feel it. That’s frightening L

P.s.Something to remember about growing up as a human being, is making sure you don’t repeat the same mistakes over and over.

DAFUQ!

2011-10-13T10:16:00.000-07:00

AGRHHh! I really dont know what the hell to think or write. I can't solve my feelings and I can't remember things I hate this SO MUCH !! How could he forget about me ?? How could he said that he liked me and leave me hanging? Why did he betray me ? Why did not talked to me ? I want to see you so badly so, I don't have to regret not doing what i should had done :(

Fix it

2011-10-09T02:36:00.000-07:00

How do i choose between my head and heart ?

Heels and Heals

2011-10-06T01:26:00.000-07:00

It's been a bad day. Wish I could stop people from irritating me. I fucking hate it when i just want to be alone but everyone is giving a hard time. I just want to be alone... Leave me alone :(

I know I'm suppose to interact and have fun in Uni but i'm seriously not. The student council which I want to develop is giving me so much stress. I don't really have friends to help me out and I just wish that I can be happy and be strong. I don't share my worries with people and always seem happy but I'm not. I hate not being able to cop with my studies and i feel so stupid! I hate not being told information and suffer in silence. The worst part is when you feel so helpless and to feel the bad aura of a certain person you hate following you.

I know it's difficult being happy because of what humans do and say. It's because of human interaction we feel this way. If only these creatures can understand other creature's feelings and stop inflicting pain and suffering around.

Though I want so much in my life, I just want less.

I'd rather be happy with nothing than to be unhappy with everything..

Today Steve Jobs passed away. He's a brilliant and innovative man who everyone would cherish.

I want to be have a healthy life but it's giving me more stress in my daily routines. Eating a healthy diet, exercising and always drinking plenty of water that makes me hitting the bathroom every few minutes.

The only way I can devour all of this is to hit the pause button in my brain and forget things. But to forget things can cause humans to be angry at you and cause pain to yourself. But isn't it better that way ? I'm so fed up and I just don't like sharing this with my peers. I just want to switch off everything and disappear. I need time to Heal.

Where do I begin?

2011-10-02T09:24:00.001-07:00

I don't usually praise myself that often cause I don't want to get ahead of myself too much. I think everyday on how I can manage and improve my time being here on planet earth. Humans are complicated creatures. Not so complex compared to animals.

Anyway I just want to say that I think i'm doing quite well. I've been meeting deadlines for assignments, studying and trying to contribute back to the university.

Trying to set up a student council tough I have not much time nor the team and talent for it.

I've been keeping up with friends and social gathering,to try and widen my social network as broad as I can. Yam Cha sessions and Clubbing sessions.

I've just leveled up to 16 on Dragon Net and installed Dead Island though I'm trying to manage my time wisely between these things.

I need to download HIMYM and big bang theory's new seasons and keep up on them.

I haven't manage to update myself on movies though. Haven't watched the new Harry Potter or The Smurf which I really want to see.

I'm managing my love life though it's been really annoying trying to think the best solution to solve loneliness.

Trying to update my blog though no one reads it and thank god for that :D

And I guess thats about it. Though I really do need money to buy the things I want. So far I guess all I want now is makeup and games. HAHAHA

TTFN
MissHex

Complicated

2011-09-18T09:23:00.001-07:00

Work has been frustrating. People have been emotional. Life has been fun. Time is moving fast. The person I cared about has been missing. What more can I say. Naive views each day made me think more and more. Different people have different opinions but what's the worst is that no one understands it. I can't focus.

Work.. suffering. Pushing it ain't making it better. I need a new solution. Find it.
Love.. idiotic. Don't need it to survive for now.
Friends.. emotional. Need psychological help soon.
Family.. annoyance. Peace and quite.
Material.. Money solves it.
Energy.. 100% fulfillment by sleep and acknowledgement.
Decision.. SMART

I see red.

Seriously

2011-09-02T13:43:00.000-07:00

**** you! seriously.. stop irritating me and doing shitty stupid things to make me unhappy and angry. I ****ing HATE you to the max. This matter will not be the reason why I go to hell for ! I want you to ****ing get a life and out of mine. I really hate you from the bottom of my heart and I want you to go away. I don't want to talk to you or even be patient with the things you do. You are immature brat that should just get a freaking life and stop making things worst with your irritating words and behavior. JUST GROW UP ALREADY ! God dammit how old do you think you are ? talking about this matters..if you can't treasure your life, how are you going to treasure others ? You just don't get on how to be a human being and you should just understand that in life you will not always get what you want. You are unreasonable and dumb.. you don't think and do what ever you like without realizing the consequences of your actions. You always take things for granted and you don't understand how difficult you are making things are. I really hate you. Why can't you just learn to be independent and not cry and be emo about things that are happening. Why can't you be strong and realize that life isn't prefect. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKING PSYCHO!!

Friends

2011-09-01T12:48:00.001-07:00

Friends are meant to help and be there for you. But so far i've been used as a friend .. and at times I feel good being used cause i'm pretty sure that I feel that i've actually helped someone. From friends to lovers is difficult especially if u're reading this blog. It made me realize it was easy for you to ignore me and forget about things. It was much more harder to accept the fact that I wanted more.
I missed everything. As in being just friends. To be able to talk for hours and just say anything.
Now I just hate all my friends for being self centered even though i've tried so hard to make sure everyone still has a spark of friendship and kindness in them. For now everyone is being BITCHY and rude.. obnoxiousness and mean. I want everyone to understand how much I care for friendship cause it is very important for them to live. I think friendship should be a basic need.
Maybe to them friendship is just you using someone. To benefit them.
But to me. I think friendship is something you can't buy. It should be build, love and cherish.
I know that it's been sometime since i've made new friends because friends come and go. I would have to sacrifice them in for a better future. It's really really difficult to do so.
But it's just a risk I have to take to move on.
I want things to be all rainbows and sunshine but I guess.. that's not going to work anytime soon.

A walk to remember

2011-08-16T08:40:00.001-07:00

I went down memory lane today. It was fun hearing what I wanted to hear and seeing things that I've wanted to see, but it'd also reminded me the happiness I had with him. I wanted him to know that even though we are not together, are still not apart. I remember how it felt like to hear his name and to actually have a reminder that he still existed somewhere out there. It was a fun day. I got to hanged out with my dear friends whom i've missed
it brought back so many memories. I just wish sometimes that it wouldn't had ended so quickly ...

Irritated

2011-08-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

crap.. don't you just hate it when you feel helpless ?
I want to be a super hero and save the people i care about and leave this fucked up country and their useless people and law.
I curse you idiot malay low life son of a bitch... no manners uncivilized mother fucker.. i wish you could just burn in hell .. KARMA!!
how can you be so dumb and react that way over something so small.. you have no balls and i wish you could just drop dead... reaper-san.. its time for you to come out and rip his bloody head off...
we shall get you fired from TM and PLEASE FUCKING DIE TODAY! I usual don't like cursing people to die but this is far from my comfort zone..
Why must dick heads like that exists in our lives ?
I wish there wasn't a law that i can assassinate people like this.. i wish i can kill them any time with just a word... wouldnt that just be so fun :D wakakakak jk jk...
I felt sorry for my friend to deal with a fucker like that.. haiz...
anyway.. sucky.. MYBIH :D May you burn in Hell =)

Sun Shine

2011-07-21T13:53:00.000-07:00

OMG... Please don't do this to me.. please don't... I want things to get better not worst... please i've only one chance to make it happen.. please don't disappoint me with what i have.. i've always known what i've got and i've always appreciated it but please... don't let this single shine i have disappear....

what are you thinking ?

2011-07-21T12:54:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking oh why some things aren't meant to be..
Why did those things happen to me.. when i didn't do anything to provoke it ..
I was so innocent.. how do you know when you're in love or just seem desperate ?
did you really like me or was it all an act of desperation =(
first thing to ask.. are u doing it out of desperation or out of love?

More moree...

2011-06-21T11:56:00.000-07:00

The more i see it.. the more i feel like wanting to know.. why are you doing this to me ? why can't you just tell me truth on what are you feeling ? just tell me god dammit !!

why can't you just tell me ! it would help me so much

HELP MEEE!!

I hated

2011-06-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

I hated it when I was nice but you weren't nicer back

I hated it when I said I love you but you didn't say it back

I hated it when I cared to do something for you but you didn't apprieciat it

I hated it when I said hello but you didn't reply back

I hated it when I messaged you but didn't read the message

I hated it when I called you but you were engage

I hated it when I called you out but you were busy

I hated it when I couldn't see you but you didn't care to come see me

I hated it when I hugged you but you didn't put your arms around me and hugged back

I hated the moments I wanted to be with you but it wasn't possible

I hated it was I sacrifice everything but it wasn't worth while

I just hated that you were so far

I just hated everything.

Frustrated

2011-06-06T03:58:00.000-07:00

Fucking frustrated !! I know I'm not suppose to be but i am ! I can't help feeling so because the things I want I dont have. I know I'm suppose to think positively but it's freaking hard when things just don't go your way.. I want to learn the law of attraction just like the book "the secrets" but I didn't even read the book. Just the youtube version of it and i didnt even finish watching it ! AGRHHHHH!!!! furthermore, exams are here and I cant concentrate and I feel like I'm falling into pieces ! i need motivation again and be happy~

Choco-chocolate

2011-06-04T10:00:00.001-07:00

ARGH! been busy studying. Exams 6 June 2011
Today was an all round chocolate day. Had awesome Baskin (chocolate mousse royale i think) with real choco chunks. Had Lindt Master chocolatier hot choco flakes drink.. Also had double chocolate Tim Tams and finally Cadbury Mint hot chocolate. 10/10 for those who loves chocolate and have an awesome Sunday you guys !
(i didn't get java chip today cause i was broke :/ )
SMILE!

Hold on before it's too late

2011-05-09T10:40:00.000-07:00

I want things to happen before it's too late.
It might seem a little desperate but what i've done was all worth it.
It didn't have the results I thought it might have but in the end, I knew what I did was all for you.

I know I haven't done enough yet for this life but I will try my best.I want you to see that I can make a difference. I've found a reason for myself to belive in it.

I don't want to regret anymore for not doing anything.
I want to be happy and I don't want to be empty no more.
I'm not crazy. I'm just special or different. =)

Love,

The One

I wish, I could.

2011-05-08T10:55:00.000-07:00

I want to be with you. I really wish I could. Just to be able to hug and kiss you. To be in your arms. It feels so bad not being able to do all those. To feel your presents. To touch you. To see you.
It hurts so badly. I wonder whether you feel the same way as I do.
I really want to hold you in my arms and to be together. Not being able to see you, it breaks my heart into millions of pieces. I hate these emotions.
I wish I could just forget that I've ever met you so that I could go back to normal. I don't want to be hurt and not be loved. I want to be cared for and be happy with you. I really need you now. I wish you were here...I really do hope that one day we can be with each other.
I want to be set free.

run..

What I Know

2011-05-03T11:27:00.000-07:00

What can I tell you about the people I know?
Well to be honest I don’t know a lot of people. But in my life, I’ve met many interesting people. I know that I want to be with them and I want to know more about their life. But as I pursuit with it, I just don’t want to know anymore. It makes me think of the bad things about them and then use it against them. Which I know is wrong. When you know about that person you just shut off unless you really think it benefits you in a way.
For this past month, I just want to be better, smarter and stronger in life but these people aren’t making it easier for me to proceed. From where I am from, I’m not perfect no matter what I do. No matter how hard I work. I just wish I can do what I want in life and be happy with it. I see people fail in life here. It’s just so saddening.
The hardship they fall into. The suffering they have to take. I’ve always wish that I could help them but now, I wish someone could help me instead. I think I might be too selfish at times but there is always a reason on why I’m doing it.
I then see the smiles on people and wonder whether they are real or fake. As in, will that feeling of happiness last for even 5 minutes?
If only I can stop time. I would do all the things I’ve ever wanted.
I would be content.

What you didnt know.

2011-04-26T09:11:00.000-07:00

I've been secretly falling apart.
I just realize I never loved you.
I never wanted to wake up.
I've been watching you from a far.
I've not been living.
I've been thinking.
I've been wishing really really really hard to see you...

Ahhhhh~

2011-04-24T22:14:00.001-07:00

Ahhhh LIFE, thou are thy hearthless Bitch

Live in the moment

2011-04-24T09:56:00.001-07:00

I just want to say that I wanted to live in the moment. But why did that moment pass so quickly ? I regretted not doing it. I really wanted it.
The emotions, the feeling that pass by you are so fast that you can't savour it cause by the time you realize it, the moment is gone or finish.

I have my friends... Really close friends.I appreciate them. But having too many friends meaning you have to care for each of them. I do care. A lot.
And when you don't, you feel miserable. I want them to be happy and I want them to know how I feel.

I want to accomplish something. To show that I can do something in my life that doesn't result in failure. When you start something. You've got to finish it. That's what is important.. ain't it ?

I know I've been waiting. Waiting for something to happen. But what happens when you have given up waiting. Does your goal just disappear?

I want to find love. Not just any kind of love. The kind of love that can only be given by a mother whom cares for her child or the love that you know will last. Thus, the decisions you make will then conclude your future and satisfaction.

I want to find that motivation to make me move on. That one single thing. That motivated me to understand what I'm doing.

By,
You.

Apologize

2011-04-21T01:27:00.000-07:00

To offer an apology or excuse for some fault,insult, failure or injury. He apologize for accusing her falsely.

I am sorry, but it was just a misunderstanding. I hope I can make it up to you.

because I do care for you <3...

Love,

The one who cares.

Statistically Significant Problem

2011-04-18T00:02:00.000-07:00

I was confident enough to calculate the equation. But no matter how many times i recaluate it. The answer always turned out negative. I don't want it to be a problem. I'm talking to the wall because I can. I know that it wont replyme. And that is a fact. The fact is what I want.

I'm not emo. It's just times like this. I wonder whether I'm a fool for doing the things I do.

Remember what you lost

2011-04-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

I had what i thought I had. I lost it . It was all I had to remember him by. That's what i thought. It was the only thing that made me strong. I couldn't believe I lost it. It was precious. I needed it. I wish I had it here. Right now.

Why did i lose something so valuable?

For these 21 years, I've lost more than I could ever did. I hated it.

I wish I could made things better for all.. I tried making everyone happy but myself. No one knows. I miss him so much. Could things be better if he was still here ? Would I never felt so lost ?

The paths you take in life, aren't just for you.

In life, you will always have decisions to make. Can I just ask someone to make it for me so that I could blame them for the the failures and not praise them for their achievements?

I give up. Just shoot me and I'll be HAPPY for once.

Why Me ?

2011-04-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

It all begin when I was cleaning the cutlery behind the QA. I was listening to my MP3 and I was thinking to myself, wow.. why the hell am i doing this whereby i should be doing something productive and something that was related to my field of work. I was pathetic. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to be alone and just vanish into thin air. I was about to just storm of and resign.

After doing my morning duties, I stood next to table.. looking upon the entrance. A women. A motherly women stood next to me. I named her Mother.That is when it all changed.

She told me something I would regret forever. I shouldn't had listen. I should had just walked away and not be bounded by what she had told me. Why did she tell me that ? Did it look like I wanted to know? I looked back and thought to myself for a second, I was actually happy when I was wiping those cutlery. I should had appreciated what i had. I didn't want to know this. I didn't choose to hear this. As she started mumbling out all the words, I then noticing someone I didn't know existed. I was happy not knowing and yet I was glad I knew. I was confused. To be honest, I hated feeling that way. I hated all the waiting and questions. I should had been contented. Was what she was saying true ? I needed to know !! but why did i wanted to know ? I should had let it be. I felt like a fool listening to her words just because she was Mother. The choices I've made. I wanted to know whether they were right. I felt hurt.

That was the first time I felt wanting to die.

"It was all a joke. I changed my mind sooner or later" I felt wonderful.

I walked into the fields. I saw a trader.

He said "I would like to trade you something".

I said " What would you like to trade ?"

He said " I would like to trade you for something you knew and I will trade you something I know".

Sounds reasonable.

I traded him what Mother told me.

He got angry. It wasn't valuable though I thought it was. It wasn't a fair trade apparently. It wasn't valuable. He stopped and vanished. I stood there wondering. What have I done. I was foolish enough to tell him what i knew. I shouldn't had taken the deal. It was all a misunderstanding.

I walked for about a day. I then sat down near the river. There came a wounded wolf.

I said " Why are you hurt ?"

It said "Because I got hurt"

I said " Isn't that obvious? you didn't have to be mean"

I told it I would care for it because it meant a lot to me.

It said " Why would you care for me ? you just met me".

I said " There shouldn't be a reason for me to care about something"

It said " Well aren't you just so naive".

After a few weeks, the dog came down with a fever.

I brought it to a castle. There is where i met the queen.

The queen was an idiot. She had all it all, but the next day she lost it all.

The queen said to me "

Could you bring me a bottle of wine ?"

I said " I would bring you a bottle of wine if you could watch over this wolf"

The queen relied it is a fair trade.

I went down to the tavern. There is were i met the keeper. I asked him for a bottle of wine. He smiled at me and gave me a bottle of his finest wine. He also offered me a flower.

He was nice and kind. I went back to the castle and hand the wine to the queen. She seemed happy. I couldn't read her expression because of the tears in her eyes. As i look deeper in her eyes, she was either glad to be able to find a companion or she fooled into being responsible for this wolf. To me, I saw that the wolf seemed to had found someone who was more than a friend. He was content with its new owner. I said my good byes to the wolf and queen.

I continued my journey. Sat there unopened,3 bottles. I stopped and picked up the first bottle.

The label writes "Wishes".

Second bottle "Hopes"

Third bottle "Trust" I need all 3 bottles to live on.

*Poof*The trader appeared. You still owe me something I yelled.

He replied "Nothing is impossible, just that it's not impossible". I stared at him blankly and turn around. There, a gleam of what I had wished for. It gave me hope that I could be it. I trusted it was real. But to have it, you must continue your journey he said. I was upset at first, yet I was happy that I was able to experience all of it till now. I don't want my journey to end that quickly.

I then passed out. I woke up and it was all a dream. Was it ?

Faith

2010-06-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

Sorry and thank you may be the most hardest words to say.
It wasn't because of the words. It was because of the consequences of saying it.
Would you believe what the other half says ?
Worst part is not saying anything at all.

It's easy to say I HATE YOU cause no matter what it doesn't matter.
It's difficult to say I LOVE YOU cause you're afraid it might go away.

Have faith.

Life at a stand still

2010-06-16T02:12:00.000-07:00

As i see people's life move pass me, i lay here still

I wonder in this cold place whether i chose the right path
I look into the pass and wonder
I look in the future and dream
I look in the present and ponder where has it all been ?

I want what is best. I want all that is pure.
I manage to achieve but still wanted more.

Please give me the courage to move forward
and i will pray
Give me the love and friendship i seek this light of day.

I shall say what is in my heart.
Cause what i seek is in the dark.

When i cry

2010-04-14T10:07:00.001-07:00

I watched many people fall into pain. They swear that they will never fall into love that does not exists.

Why is that so ?

Maybe somewhere there is a solution to make it recover.

Have i swore not to be alone ? was it all worth it ?

I only want you to see the light so thats why.

Just let go and everyone will wake.

Stand up and be proud of what you have done and don't look back =)

Love,
Tears

xoxo

My secrets

2010-04-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

Long time ago.. in a far far away land lived a beautiful princess. Hair brighter than the sun and eyes fuller than the moon.She was so stunning that everyone wanted to be like her.

My secrets are are the promises that may or may not come true.

Read my lips!

2010-04-11T10:28:00.000-07:00

These lips are fabulous !! I can't wait to pucker up some nice juicy lips ! GOSH O_O

Its been forever ! Missed ya tons blog..

why the update ?

Love .. & Happiness...

I'm going to see you soon..

I will be waiting

Rawr2

2009-10-03T11:22:00.000-07:00

This quote is dedicate to Gnick ^^

"RAWRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!"

will update with video for Christmas present ;)

Dear death,

5 stages of dying,

Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance

From Emo queen
xoxo

See you up front

2009-10-01T09:57:00.000-07:00

Toby being like me !

See you up front right infront my face makes me just wanna say RAWR !!

Shopping addict and loads more to accomplish in so little time. I want lots of crap -.-

This sem is a bust full of shit ! 7 weeks ?? how laaa... companies to find and work is just piling up to the roof!

Yummy Coffee latte !

I need to relax and find something awesome to do before i waste my life doing nothing.. Sitting right infront the computer screen screaming for help and checking people's lives and the full of shit they do.. I don't really read blogs but hey! who am i to judge the bunny jumping in and out the pages ?

Facebook ? hmm.. checking out people's uninteresting lives ? pst ~ they only post it cause they think its interesting .. BUT HECK! its dull as me writing here..

You may not understand what im saying but this is who i am..

Do as you like.. and have fun while there is a world for you to do so..

Want something to read ? go to http://gofugyourself.celebuzz.com/

Me and honey on KITSCHEN magazine ? lol!

My Addiction

2009-10-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

1)To the log in screen and select

2)Get ready for battle BUFF TIME

3)My the force be with you

4)Battle and death awakes you!

P.s ~ Not the the faint of heart

5) Final Score and I PWANED YOUR ASS !

My addiction,

Dear Gamers..

I've finally decided to updated my blog after being overly addicted to DRAGONICA online by IAH games. OH GOD NO! not again, mom says.. go and study before you wind up being on the streets or even worst! YES MOM !! i understand completely but i'm on break ! what am i suppose to study ?....

Doesn't she understand ? or maybe I don't.. Just stop irritating me cause i know the consequences of not doing good in my studies.. Let me be and let me try to control my life as it is ~

Anyway.. Dragonica is awesome ! 4 classes.. archer, warrior, mage and thief.. I'm a lvl 38 ranger now and still growing ^^ Come join me at ELGA server ! Add me!!
My name is serapharch ~

will update about the game asap for a game review.. caiuz matez..

love,
xoxo

Happy Bithday

2009-09-01T11:06:00.000-07:00

Another birthday party =D

Birthday Boy with Girlfriend .. sooo sweeett >.<

MTV World Stage

2009-08-25T10:06:00.000-07:00

MTV WORLD STAGE LIVE IN MALAYSIA AT SUNWAY LAGOON ON 15th August 2009
It was awsome!

Ok... Mtv world stage was awsome! lousy MC's though >.> except for DJ Utt..
Best performances were Hoobastank and All American Rejects!The audience really enjoyed it..
Lousy performance from Pixie Lott.. she was lip singing!
Kasabian and Raygun ARE AWESOME BRITISH SINGERS!
BEST MALAYSIAN BAND were ESTRANGE! was really amazed by their singing.. they were good!
Bad weather though. It rained awhile before the performances started.. like a shower~ after that guys started removing their shirts and OH GOD HELP! STINK FEST! people should really know that it is not polite to push and smoke in a concert! Sooo inconsiderate -.-
There were these bunch of mat rempets and their girlfriends pushing people and smoking right next to me! it was awful! they should go and sit at a side of a road and lepak instead of coming to the concert~ f' them!
Oh well~ overall it was unforgettable experience =D thanks to Lilie and Leon for getting those tickets love u much!!!!! xoxo

Im Falling

2009-07-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Woods..
Went to Sungai Gabai ( i think) for a day of fun with mother nature. There were load of tress and the smell of charcoal burning from a few meters away by families with their BBQ kits. Oh well~ not only that, but oil, filth and shampoo in the water.. but did we care ? NO! cause none of these things are gonna stop us from going into the water! NONE!!!
Everyone got hurt falling down from rocks and moss.. but did we care ? NO! cause NO PAIN NO GAIN!

Oh mother nature, how stupid we humans are to fight against you. People being so ridiculous dropping from the top of the water fall that is with rocks that might kill us or rather we might not die but become a retard-.-

Thus here end another day of excitement with bruises ~ OUCH!

Thanks to - Hazwan, Shanny, Kai, Jason , Daniel, Christopher and Zhen Phin xoxo

What do you expect ?

2009-07-21T10:24:00.000-07:00

What do you expect ? A whole city ? or just a bunch of ruins ?
Dear lord..
Don't let me come back there or somebody is gonna get hurt >O

Pavilion ? A day of fun and excitement turns into a big hole in the ground when things goes missing and people go heart breaking..

Happy Birthday SandyPinko

2009-07-17T08:15:00.001-07:00

Birthdays are the best.. especially when its one of your best friends xD pictures now.. gather
around guys..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDY LIM!!!!!

Parties ?

2009-06-09T08:18:00.001-07:00

update soon =)

End of a new era..

2009-05-19T00:28:00.000-07:00

Dear holiday,

Sad sad sad... Holidays are over. Back to the life of a college student fill with boredom and assignments. Back to the age of seeing friends and lecturers.

My holiday wasn't that bad. Went to places like Lumut, Sepang, some places in Subang, and KL. Had quite a wonderful 2 weeks i might say.

No clubbing, less drinking and just normal fun =)

I just thought i would miss going out but when i'm back at college and it's just has a whole other feeling to it.

To be continued....

Bunny Attack! Episode 2

2009-04-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

This is mission 2.
Location - New York City
Mission - Invade building with Carrots.

-to be continued-

Food Food and more food

2009-04-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

Dear Tummy ?

Gonna post about the day we went to San Fransisco Pizza...at Taipan

Me , Leon and Lilie decided to have an expensive dinner...

Cah Ching!!!$$$$

Lamb...

Lilie eating

Carbonara

Soup and fish & chips

Note to self : NEVER EAT THE POTATO SALAD THERE! ITS HORRIBLE!!!

This Is the Worst potato salad ever!

Birthday birthdays!

2009-04-18T09:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Birthday boy and girl!

It was Soh Teng's birthday on the 12th of April and Chun Hien's on the 17th of April!

For ST bday we went to some Brazillian Buffet Dinner that was an awesome experience.
They had meat served to your table from beef to chicken to lamb to ham to fish to garlic bread. Hahaha

Pictures---->

the place

The Bday girl's "cake"

The Happy Couple =)

Restaurant layout

Next Chun Hien's bday was awesome too.. Went to FullHouse ! Some where at Damansara. They have an unique layout of authentic stuffs .. Mostly white. Didn't really have pictures. Will try to get them from Sandy Lim Suk Yi Paris Pinko.(to be continued) Ok.. got them~ I have more pictures of CH birthday cause of The SS Team.

The story was that we got there late cause Leon got slightly lost xD. After dinner of Carbonara again and Honey Milk Green Tea.. We went to some mamak to smoke shisha of Coke Mint and Melon Mint.Next day had a bad phlegm , no voice and some hang over feeling.
Note to self- Don't smoke so much Shisha!

Fullhouse Restaurant and Menu

Birthday Boy.. Look how happy he is ~ XD

Sandy, Me , Leon

Vivi and Sandy in Leon's car

All together now

Watashiwa

Dinamic Duel Boys~
from left, darryl, hao Jun, chun hien, vincent and kevin

Shisha session

from left, Me, sandy, xm and wendee
Best Friends Forever!!!

Love Everyone
xoxo

Perfect

2009-04-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Perfect,
I know you've been happy for a long time.. I envy your ideal world and joyful moments. Such a wonderful thing to cherish. However, I'm in a pickle. I wish for this ideal world but all I have are complications,rage, and concerns. I just want to feel what you are feeling. This positive actions that make you who you are.

But now, I just feel like being alone in this black hole. Full with confusion and uncertainty.

I just feel. Left out.
.......
(no comment)

Bunny Attack!

2009-04-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

Dear 7th April,

It has been exactly one month since my birthday. Nothing much has been forsaken. Exams breaking loose soon in 2 weeks. Two more presentations and one more assignment to go. Focus areas are not given starting this semester. Easily able to fail. Damn.

Will be sending Gay Chou DVD soon to aussie. Just that I haven't exchange the aussie currency to Ringgit yet. Should arrive there within a week by poslaju I guess.

Got a couple of few bucks from mom to buy a new water bottle. RM 13.90 for daily usage.

Wearing my high school red house T-shit. Bring back many memories of SMK Seafield. How I used to be the Class monitor and Stanton being the assistant. I was so immature and such a geek. Thinking about being popular and well- known in school.........
HELL NO! I never thought of being popular. I loved being STUPIDLY random in class and being with my best friends THE BAKA NEKO CLUB and THE MADAMZ. Compared to when I was form 1 and 2 trying to the someone in the Interact club but I got backstabed so hard! Oh well.. after that a counter I've realized WTF am I doing ! I rather hang out and be a loser than being gossiped all around.
So many GOSSIP from popular kids of
you know that geek at class 5A is going out with who,
you know big boob girl from 5F is a biatch,
you know that guy from 5E is with that girl from where ?
you know I saw that girl hanging out at McD's( as if no one goes there -.-)
you know he went to blah blah blah
you know that girl is wearing no bra!! O_o
ok that was a lie about the bra thing, but I do know some people in my high school used to stuff their bra to make these twins looks bigger . DESPERATE!!!

YES TOBY BOO~ YOU DESPERATE PEOPLE!!

*JUMPS OUT Dr. adorable bunny <3 style="text-align: left;">Drew By Kou
One thing I also regret is trying so hard to win these useless "display items", having them has gotten me no recommendation what so ever, if i won some mathematical or chemistry certificate, at least I would be slightly well- known. Having these does not make any of my family proud of me. Unlike my sister who has gotten lots of SCRABBLE certs. My parents were so proud and so was I. But to get serious who else cares about these sports stuffs ?? Well colleges and universities in here DON'T!
Mom's really happy with Toby. Been treating him like a real human being. Everyday eating good quality food ex, Chicken. Mom thinks that Toby is getting fat, well I think he is getting healthier and fluffy .. haha .. HONTONI KAWAII!

Love Bunny attack!

Dr . Adroable Bunny :What the hell are you posting this shit for anyway! no one in actuality reads it!

MissHex: This is my blog, it is my own free will to write what ever I want !

Dr. Adorable Bunny: Then why the F do you care so greatly about grammer and such. Leave it be.. who the F cares about you~ just flame everyone and run as fast as you can!

MissHex : *silent chirp*

Dr. Adorable Bunny : Technically, you should at least write something more revelent to the upcoming problems happening in the world. Why are you writting about useless facts of your own personal life! , you should write about * EEEkk... Ouch..mmmmm*

MissHex: *Ties up Dr. Adorable Bunny with rope and ducktape*

Love, MissHex

-DR. Adorable Bunny will be back!-

Rawr

2009-04-05T22:59:00.000-07:00

Yosuke's True Weakness.. PERSONA!

Dear "Woot",

Went to pyramid with Vivi, Sandy, Nick and Leon to buy Gay Chou DVD for Rm 80 at popular to send to stan's friend at aussie. Luckly it was the right one. Vivi and Sandy bought nail polish from The Face shop for RM 3.90( on sale) reduce RM 2.

OMG!Yes, I'm painting my nail!!
So... please do not irritate me .. =) hehe

Adorable Bunny Story

2009-04-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

This is me hiding from the enemy

Dear Fellow Viewers,

Let me introduce myself. I'm Dr. Adorable Bunny. A.k.a DaBunny.
I'm friends with Lil, Silly Kitty, Sha Lazy Panda and
L, Chocobo.
I'm here to take over MissHex blog to entertain for the next few weeks.

So if you see me randomly pop-ing out of no where. Please do not get scared. I'm here to Assassinate MissHex. So be very very quite... will be compromising to catch her soon. Keep my posted.

This is me walking in silent killing mode

This is me climbing a rope thing

to be continue...

THANK YOU!

2009-04-04T07:41:00.000-07:00

Dear friends,

From my last post I thought to myself, I already have all those stuffs that I need. All those stuffs has been given to me with love! and that is what i appreciate the MOST in my life. I don't need material things. xD Well I want them! Maybe sometimes it does help =p MUAHHHAHAH*evil laugh*

P.S I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY & FRIENDS TO THE END OF THE WORLD! thats what i live for.

I Hate my computer~ Can't detect my phone to add the pictures of stuffs Stanton got the MADAMZ from Australia and it is causing my a headache! damn u computer! Will update it tomorrow if my computer isn't being a biatch =)

Lol.. went to Lilie's house today to make cupcake ! yummy xD

Love,
Adorable Bunny
xoxo

I want Money!

2009-04-04T07:29:00.001-07:00

Dear Wallet,
I'm freaking broke ! I wish I could afford all those Prada, Gucci, and Versace merchandise .All those stuffs. Live life in leisure. I though of all these stuffs caused i went to watch a confession of a shopaholic. Which was quite good actually. Made me think of all those things "I can't afford" and i question of "what if I could" . Bummer!I NEED cash!! $$$
Will keep updating if I have the time. Exams coming soon on the 22nd. Piling tons of assignments and presentations. DOOFSHIT !!

Love,
Poor Girl
xoxo

New Hair Color

2009-03-21T08:36:00.002-07:00

JAPANESE SCHOOL TEACHER!!

おはよう学生!! good morning students!!

お元気ですか。how are you ?

今日私達はあなたがブログに書くことができる多くのエッセイ述べているToday we shall be talking about many essays that you may write in a blog.

余りに悪い状態私は余りにも不精それを書くにはである。従ってそれをあなた自身把握しなさい。>O

Too bad I'm too lazy to write it out. So figure it out yourself. >O

どうもありがとう。=)

Thank you. =)

Dear Presents, Thank you hun for your wonderful gift =) love you lots..

BEFORE!!!!

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AFTER! !

haha.. short post xD

Love CHOCOBO!

xoxo

Birthday Post

2009-03-21T08:36:00.001-07:00

Present for VIVI from Stanton

Present for Sandy

Present for me from Stanton

*Gomeinasai! Sorry for the late post but here it is =)

On the 7th of March was Leon's and Sha Ting's birthday xD

Had a fun BBQ at Leon's house, invite lots of friends to join =)
Received many presents!~ THANK YOU GUYS!
and also thanks a bunch to stanton for the presents all the way from Australia .. ^_^

Short Noticed. Bell!!

2009-02-14T10:28:00.000-08:00

Dear Bell,

This was a late news but I am going to blog about it anyway =) This is my dog BELL (short for Tinkerbell and its a MALE DOG! Why the hell would an owner name a male dog Tinkerbell!). Well it used to be my dog and now I've given it to my next door neighbour.

*flash back*
The story went like this ~

I wanted a dog really badly last time. So my mom went searching and her friend wanted to give me this shi zhu. But, her son in law was being a huge pain in the arse and denied my request when she wanted to give it away.

*Now

The aunty called up and decided to give us the dog, after i've gotten Toby. What an ARSE!
My mom took it in for a week but decided it was too much hard work for taking care of two dog and thus, she gave it away T_T Sorry Bell we will miss you very much.

P.S Dont worry I get to see him always cause his just 3 houses away. Ha Ha
& Yes, Toby likes to pose for the camera.

Toby

Toby on my mom's lap

Tinkerbell

Tinkerbell with scary flash eyes O_o

Mom with dogs ^^

Love,
Puppy Love
xoxo

Happy Valentines Day!

2009-02-14T10:01:00.000-08:00

Leon and Sha Ting

Dear V day,
Today was my ever first valentines day! It was awesome. Hun come over my house with a pink rose which was amazingly beautiful but expensive. We ordered pizza for lunch then went to The Curve. We planned to go to The Curve to purchase a pair of couple rings. It took us less than 5 mins to pick one! It was the first shop we stopped at and the 3rd pair we tried on. Ha ha. The sales man was quite surprise too that we made our decision so quickly.
Later onwards we walked about the mall. Bought 3 Archie Comics and had a very light dinner at DOME. The soup there is yummy ex: Mushroom soup and some tomato soup that i forgot what is called xD but the Tiramisu cake was HORRIBLE! it was served to us at room temperature when it was suppose to be served cold! It had no coffee taste and the it was just Dodge! Later around 9.10 we met up with darry,chun,sandy, hao jun and vincent to play a quick game of LEFT 4 Dead. Awesome game by the way. After our fun experience of L4D we went to a small shop near FTZ named SnowFlake to have a quick drink. So that was how I've spent my Valentines Day ! It was so fun. I love you Hun with all my heart =)

SnowFlake located at SS15

Love ,
Mrs.Love <3
xoxo

Bing Bong

2009-02-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

RAWR!

Dear you!

How are you ? Its been sometime .. how long has it been ? I got bored and found the song which I've always looked up to =) here is the lyrics.

I'm Still Here By Johnny Rzeznik

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway…
You don't know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
The don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They can’t see me,
But I’m still here.

They can’t tell me who to be,
‘Cause I’m not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin’,
While I keep on dreamin’ for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I’ll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They’re the ones that stay the same.
I’m the one now,
‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m the one,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.

Futhermore went to Soul Out. Pictures of the Madamz. The same day Hun came back from China.
Love Me!
xoxo

Happy 3 months =D

2009-01-26T10:30:00.000-08:00

Date: 24th January 2009

Dear Honey,

Happy 3 months together hun. Love you ever so much. I will always love you. Thank you for everything you had given to me for this passed 3 months. I am ever so happy to be with you.

On the day of our anniversary we went to Palm Square located near Jaya 1. The square is an awesome place to hang out and just chill out. Many restaurants and bars can be found. We had our dinner at a place named Frontera. It serves Mexican food. It was totally delicious. The portion was good and so is the quality.

p.s.Ok this picture of the food doesn't look good cause I'm using a 1.3 mega pix camera phone -.-

Love, kitty
xoxo

Happy Chinese New Yearrr!!@_@

2009-01-26T10:14:00.000-08:00

Dear CNY,

On the 22nd of January, Me and my classmates made a potluck for CNY.. Had a blast at Ting Ting's house at Kota Kemuning. It was going fine not untill Hun got EMOand it really got me down, but luckily things turn out fine. I'm not being mean or anything but this is the third or fourth time he has become em0 infront of my friends and it kinda bugs me cause I feel like I've been upsetting him alot infront of my friends or something. Oh well, here are some pictures. Yee Sang!!!
Yee Sang!!!

Went to pyramid to buy some stuffs with hun before him leaving for China so i will be spending CNY alone. T_T In pyramid there were some lion dance performance and I POKED THE LION's HEAD !!!!! p.s it was like a resolution for the start of CNY, was to poke a lion's head O_o I poked the red color lion.

Location: Jusco inside Pyramid

Love,
Happy Chinese New Year!
xoxo

Days of Our Lives

2009-01-21T08:14:00.000-08:00

Dear day,

19Th January 2009,midnight

Sushi my pet fighting fish passed away.. Depress, sadness, lonely ?
I have no idea why it died..
sorry..

R.I.P SUSHIHis Last Night

Mid-day,
Was craving for SLURPEE from 7/11 for days and finally gotten it. Every time we wanted to have one the darn machine seems to be broken.
Night,
Went out with Leon and his old friends, and me with the college gang & sandy for a small gathering at Asia Cafe SS15. It was fun =) meeting new people like Melissa who was totally great!

20 January 2009, 9.43pm

Was in Domino's pizza waiting for a regular pizza to eat as dinner.

20 January 2009, 9.57pm

No pizza yet. So that means I get a free RM10 off my next purchase of pizza!!!

20 January 2009, 9.59
Receives pizza and leaves to go back to eat while watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

P.S.
I need to find something more interesting to blog about -.-

Love,
Dysfunctional
xoxo

k9

2009-01-12T01:20:00.000-08:00

Dear ...,
I haven't found a name for my new Dog!! Any suggestion ? Adopted it from PAWS..
His so cute ~ His 3 years old. Yeah that is kinda old but oh well~

After getting the dog we went to a Orchid Nursery cause my mom is very interested in gardening. When i arrived there it was as I was in a forest. The flowers were so beautiful. OMG~

New Year Eve's ~

2009-01-08T21:21:00.000-08:00

Dear Tree house,
I have been out on new year's eve and here are some pictures to remember by. Forethought it has been like 8 days after, I still think its important to show the value of friendship, to care and to be there for our love ones in pictures =)

LOVE, Mrs. Happy
xoxo

MyLife As A Malaysian

2009-01-05T20:48:00.000-08:00

WHY I ~~LOVE~~ think MALAYSIA is fascinating!

MALAYSIAN EXCUSES

NATIONAL EXCUSE FOR HAIR LOSS:
Ajinomoto

NATIONAL INSTANT FOOD :
Maggi Mee.

NATIONAL BREAKFAST :
Nasi Lemak

NATIONAL LUNCH :
Nasi Ayam

NATIONAL SUPPER :
Roti Canai & Teh Tarik

NATIONAL EXCUSE FOR BEING LATE:
Traffic Jam.

NATIONAL CONDOM:
None. Most Malaysians still feel embarrassed buying condoms.
So they rushed into a 7-11, hurriedly grab the nearest pack, any pack, pay and leave before the cashier can even blink an eye

NATIONAL FRUIT FOR INDUCING MENSTRUATION:
Pineapple.

NATIONAL APHRODISIAC DRINK:
Stout. Many Malaysian men swear by it. But then after a few pints they start swearing at everything...

NATIONAL FAKE ILLNESS FOR GETTING MC (MEN):
Food Poisoning.

NATIONAL FAKE ILLNESS FOR GETTING MC (WOMEN):
Menstrual Pain

NATIONAL EXCUSES GIVEN BY WOMEN WHEN REFUSING SEX:
Headache, kids not asleep, maid not asleep, mother-in-law around, early appointment, food not digested yet, aircond not cold enough, aircond too cold, nail polish not dry yet, forgot to take the pill, sleepy, stomach cramps, period, haven't remove make-up, haven't shower, no water supply, going to watch ' Santa Barbara ', depress, no mood, etc...

NATIONAL EXCUSES GIVEN BY MEN WHEN REFUSING SEX:
None. Malaysian men never refuse sex.

NATIONAL CURE FOR DIARRHOEA:
Cap Kaki Tiga. Down one bottle with warm water and you are all
'dried up'.

NATIONAL CURE FOR HEADACHES:
Panadol. The 'cure for all'. If it fails we have another secret weapon
: Tiger Balm.

NATIONAL CURE FOR NAUSEA:
Moh Fah Kor.

NATIONAL CURE FOR DIZZINESS:
Minyak Angin Cap Kapak.

NATIONAL CAUSE OF DIZZINESS (FOR YUPPIES):
Happy Hours.

NATIONAL INSTANT CURE FOR DIZZINESS (FOR YUPPIES):
The sight of a police road block.

NATIONAL WATCH:
Petaling Street 'boutique' watch

NATIONAL WATCH FOR YUPPIES :
Petaling Street 'boutique' Rolex

NATIONAL RICE COOKER :
'NATIONAL' Rice Cooker

NATIONAL RUBBISH DUMP:
Anywhere. As long as it is not your house.

NATIONAL MOST MIS-PRONOUNCED NAME:
Carrefour. Sometimes even pronounced as Carry 4!
On second thoughts, why bother pronouncing those French brands like Peugeot, Renault or Citroen correctly.
I think it sounds better,when the local mechanics say 'Pew Jeot'.
When I was in school, Milo was always 'Mee Lo', now that I'm sophisticated, I say 'My Lo'.
So don't be embarassed saying 'Carry 4' when the Mat Sallehs shamelessly pronounce orang utan as 'rangutan'.

From, Unknown xD
xoxo

3rd Genting Trip 2009

2009-01-03T23:40:00.000-08:00

Dear Trippy,
Went to Genting on the 2nd and came back on the 3rd. Yeah it was an over night trip.Hun didn't follow due to some problems at home. Stayed at theme park hotel. We went to our room situated at the valley wing and it was horrible! It stink ed and was darker then a hell hole."Valley Wing" my ass. So we decided to upgrade and stayed at the main wing.. The main wing was SO much better but they only had one queen size bed. So we compromised on the sleeping part.

Day 1

We had dinner at this place named Coffee Terrace. It was an amazing experience. Buffet style~The buffet cost RM63.25net. Yeah it is expensive but worth your money if you are a heavy eater.

They had many varieties of food like Western, Asian, Japanese, Nyonya and etc.
Over all rating is 8/10!
Here are the pictures of settings and food =)

Day 2

Woke up around 11.30. Went for lunch at Flavors

They served Chinese food. The price is alright for a Genting restaurant. Good selection of food and the setting was not bad.
6/10 rating.
Well i guess this is it for now. Will keep you updated Trippy! Anyway happy new year!!

Love, Explorer
xoxo

P.SAdrian and Me

For more information on good places for food around Malaysia visit www.blitzlifes.com
This blog belongs to Adrian and Simon. They rate foods and restaurants they went and trust me they really have good taste xD

2009 !!!

2009-01-01T10:42:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!!

Dear 2009,
I have not come up with a new years resolution yet. I'm actually happy with what i have now. My mom, Leon and all my great friends.Just the part of studying and going overseas. So, my resolution is to study hard so that some day I could go and live abroad.

2008 was just another year full of memories and actually the same as every other year. Except the part where I met my true love LEON =)

HERE ARE SOME 2008 PICTURESME an MOM
(first picture taken with my new phone)

First Picture taken with Me and Honey

Working at Daughtry at 1Utama

My 18th Birthday at TGIF Subang Parade

Hari Raya at Sara's open house

Christmas at Jayson's

1st Family reunion at Yeun's Steam Boat Sunway

Woking at Cadbury for Extra cash

On new year's eve we went to 1Utama for a movie. To watch YES MAN but me and honey had already seen it, so we had decided to go shoe shopping. Hun bought a pair of shoes for RM70 and i bought 3 pairs for ear rings for RM10.
After the movie which was around 2330 we went to uptown Damansara TREE HOUSE CAFE. WenDee "the genius" was awsome to book sits earlier before we went because by the time we went there it was already full. We had food that wasn't worth our money but the scenery was great. It was as if we were in Bali. The funniest part of new years there was that it didn't had a count down. We were all blur if it was already 2009 or was our watches just too fast or slow. Oh well we just made our own count down and "POPPED" our goody bags full of strings,lights and stuffs.
Love,
2008
xoxo

New Year's Resolution

2008-12-30T21:05:00.000-08:00

Dear 12 hours,
Stanton left for Perth at 0850 on the 30th of December to further on his studies. I wish him all the best and that we will always remain friends no matter the distance. Now I will be wondering when is it my turn to be able to say farewell to my friends and family and leave this country.

For dinner I went to Italiannies for my Leon's sisters birthday. Her name is Ca Yen and she turns 10. We ate loads of food not until i had to go to the bathroom which I think was haunted. The sensory machine that gives out tissue was working when no one was there and that really creeps me out(and I don't think the machine is broken). Anyway I ran out the bathroom as fast as I can.

It is going to be 2009 soon. I will be joining sandy and college friends to 1Utama for a movie then to a shop at Damansara for the count down. I hope there won't be alot of people cuase i really hate crowed places. I also hope there won't be any traffic jams along the way.

Love ,
Next year
xoxo

My Confession

2008-12-28T08:46:00.000-08:00

Dear Innocent Eyes,

I'm sorry. Those eyes looking at me at all angles full of judgment. I feel so scared. I look away. Wondering what I did wrong and looking at those unnecessary pass mistakes.

My question to you.
Is this the last time I will see you walking away from me ?
Do I see you in those eyes loving me?
Is this the last time I will feel these emotions?
Wish i could be everything you wanted over time.
I'm not emo. I'm just living in denial.

Love,
Heart Breaker<3
xoxo

Updating on Xmas Eve

2008-12-27T12:14:00.000-08:00

Dear Santa,
My wish list is,
1.MP4 player
2. To do my hair( dye and rebonding)
3. Xbox/PSP
4.Color contacts
5. Perfume from GUESS or CK
6. New Handphone
7. A sofa for my room
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100. $MONEY!$

Yeah, I know its impossible but a girl can dream right ? Anyway we celebrated Christmas eve (pot luck) at Jayson's beautiful house. Me and Honey made cookies to distribute to friends. And for the pot we made mash potatoes and finger sandwiches. Here are some pictures enjoy =)

Genting Trip 2008

2008-12-27T12:03:00.000-08:00

Love<3

Dear Cold,

I just can't sleep so I'm going to post some pictures from the trip to Genting I had on the 18th of December. Enjoy =) oh happy times~

Please tell me I'm dead

Bad Day

2008-12-27T11:44:00.000-08:00

Dear Unfortunate,
Tonight has been the worst night ever in a long time. I have gotten my boyfriend angry or sick at me, my BETA fish (fighting fish) named Onigiri died, i stepped on the snail outside my house ( i think its the same snail) that I've been trying to save from it being crushed by my car a few times.

What happened?

I mean its just because i went out with my friend for a drink cause he was kinda sober with alcohol and needed to have a drink before he got home. I did not even get the chance to explain to him what happened. I told him it was an emergency but he is still emo (i think) about it. Thus now i can't sleep.

Onigiri was a very clam and sweet fish. Was always swimming around in this aquarium. Being cool with his green and blue-ish color scales. Why must he leave me.
P.S. I did not kill it.
I guess it was sick when i bought it. No fighting fish can be that cool. Most of them are aggressive.

Poor SNAIL! and yes i like the snail outside my house. Its always there at night, moving slowly eating grass and being slimy. WHY THE HELL MUST I STEP ON IT BY ACCIDENT.
It was dark. I was about to go out with WeeKien for a drink. Just when I closed the gate and leap to the other side of the grass i heard a huge CRACK on my VINCCI slipper. I brought up my foot and there it was. CRUSHED into small tiny bits of shells. I was devastated. Really hope it wasn't the same snail i was trying to save.

REST IN PEACE ONIGIRI AND Mr.Snail.

From,
Unhappy
xoxo

Madamz for life

2008-11-12T20:02:00.000-08:00

Dear vivacious,
Happy bithday vivi the vivacious!!
I love you guys hope we will always be the madamz =)
All the best in the future.
From madamz photographer.
xoxo

November is here...

2008-11-02T23:38:00.000-08:00

Dear November,
Why must you give birth to so many people ? Its like November is the only month where birthdays are best celebrated in. Haiz. So many people's birthdays! oh well.
Love is still in the air. Honey has been keeping me company and we are getting closer each day =) *hugs* Met his family and enjoyed every single second together.
Free lance job on the 15th and 16th(location pyramid blue zone concourse) come see me there. Gonna go for my driving test on the 19th.. FINALLY!!
Exams are on 4th of December.

Horoscope

2008-10-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

Dear Metal Horse,

Today you'll find in your mate quite unusual understanding and tenderness. You'll feel so satisfied that you'll recover all your joy of living and your taste for pleasure which have been relegated behind the scenes since some time. A day very propitious to an impulsive comportment; make a particular effort to make decisions only after mature reflection and not under the spell of inspiration.

Horse people are extemporaneous and quick-witted. They are quite intelligent and use their practicality to their advantage in their business and personal lives. Their sharpness makes them quick to pick up new skills and are able to handle many tasks at one time. However, this ambition can be harmful because Horse people often don't finish what they start for fear of missing out on the next big challenge.

Horses are trustworthy, friendly and open-minded. They are good friends to have and will always be honest with you. Although they are good confidants, Horse people do enjoy their alone time and are usually independent people. They can struggle with obstinance and self-centeredness, which can lead to a flare of the temper if they don't get their way. Usually, after an episode or temper-tantrum a Horse can feel remorse, yet not all people will be able to forgive their reaction.

NEGATIVE TRAITS
defiant, condescending, unscrupulous, anxious, moody, excessively pragmatic, opportunistic, hard-nosed, self-serving and so obtuse as to seem to have gone both blind and deaf at once

From Miss Astrology,
xoxo

Lucky me

2008-10-22T03:59:00.001-07:00

Dear Lucky,
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying.
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Here you go doll.. I'm floating through the air with all these butterflies in my stomach.
Had a wonderful time with you today and I hope there will be more to come.
How did i ever find a person like you,
Hidden beneath the ocean blue....

Love Miss Jason Caillat
xoxo

OMG SHIT

2008-10-18T23:19:00.000-07:00

Dear OMG,
Am i really that afraid of what people think ? SHIT! I don't know will they judge someone so easily. I'm afraid of the truth. In darkness.

I really don't know! and that's really dumb-_- I'm not ready to have this kind of pressure
! HELP ME!

Love Miss Unsatisfied~
xoxo

The Sucess Of Life

2008-10-14T02:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Future,
WOW! You've always amaze me with your unexpected wonders. You've given me the hardship of exams, the greatness of friendships, the sadness of relations and the joyfulness of online games =p . The hardship of exams are listed on just a piece of paper that lies between me and "My Future". That one piece of paper states whether I fail or succeed in becoming "someone". I really hope one day I could burn all the whites and blacks written on that piece of paper, but alas ... that would be impossible.
Future, though you maybe unfair at times but you do have your ways in turning something bad into something good. For example bringing the people close in my heart together. People from my past, my present and maybe my future all to meet in a highly recommended place called A.C also known as Asia Cafe.
Though you may always lay in front of me Future, but I will always watch your back =)

Love Miss "SOMEONE"
xoxo

Hate Letter

2008-10-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

Dear Irritating bitch,
God! I hope you would stop messing with the people I care about. If you hurt any of my friends again I will make sure you had wish you had not been born! Lay one finger on my friends and I shall see you in hell =) Thank you^^ If you dare to mess around with me , i shall slaughter your head, then boil it, then poke it with a stick then feed it to hungry cockroaches!

Love, Miss DON"T MESS WITH ME
xoxo

Its Time For Change

2008-10-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

Dear honey,
How are you sweety ? Hope that your doing well. I've been really lost without you around. I've missed the times we've talked for hours. Its been really tiring here all alone. Somehow I did manage to make used of my free time playing dekaron and having chats with my friends. Some "things" happened recently that made me really happy "the bitch" had gotten fired, (i hope)! I know its rude and evil and all but it made me and S happy that karma still works in this life time.
It is time for changes to happen in my life. Step by step i will try to improve myself with a little help from L. I've managed to drive myself back from USJ3. It was my first time driving today and it felt great that i could go from one place to another without asking for help. Anyway write to you soon honey =)
Love, Miss Decision
xoxo

Misunderstood

2008-10-09T08:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Misunderstood,
Misunderstood ! How much do you know about a person until you talk to him/her? or do you ask for your friend's opinion about that person ? or do you judge the person by his/her image ? Its hard to know about someone's true identity nowadays. I have lots of critic about this person(lets name him L) by other people. To me his a very nice and funny person but to others he is a WEIRD WANNA BE. So I'm thinking now am i suppose to trust my opinion or to trust others opinion about L ?. Its the same situation with person J. I thought J was a good person but no one told me was a bad person until he did something hurtful to me. So I'm wondering who am i suppose to trust now ? can i trust L or will be turn out to be another J ? Should I trust my own opinion ?

Love, Miss Confused
xoxo

Friends are here to lift up my sorrows=)

2008-10-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

Dear Friend,
Andrew left today to UK at 9.30. Sad isnt it ? another friend leaving, but as they say, lose an old friend right at the corner a new best friend arrives^_^ but I've been trying too hard to make new friends everyday.
Anyway I'm sick! i got a cold and flu.. god dammit!
Yeah still looking for that special someone that may make me happy. I wish i could just smile again like i used to, but recently there is someone that has been making me smile alot. Have i been transformed back to those years of happiness and laughter ? or is it just another one of those tricks that hurts you in the end ? we shall see...

Love, Miss Sicky
xoxo

Its october ! woo

2008-10-06T20:05:00.000-07:00

Dear October,
October, a new month has come so that means its gonna be something different which i'm gonna get hooked on. Well this month i haven't found anything exciting to write about compared to last month. But to think about, I've decided to write about DID YOU KNOW stuffs that i think my friends are talented at! I'm not gonna list out the name but i will give some hints =) the first person i shall write is about~Answer= NG CA HO or LEON

1.Awesome piercings and tattoos!
2.Entertaining
3.Weird at times
4.Love doing magic!
5.Someone EMO at times.
hint hint time! _ _ _ _ _ _

6.HIS NAME has Six alphabets _ _ _ _ _ _
7.Used to work in Italianist
8. Best friends with "Coreen" >.> yea i know
9. Blog name => The Fairy Tale Of Frozen Tears.
10.A person i just met on September.

Weeee... ok this says im bored but what the hell no one reads my blog anyway XD
p.s the answer is hidden XD try to find it =)

Love, Miss New
xoxo

Dover Demon

2008-09-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

The Dover Demon was allegedly sighted on three separate occasions in the town of Dover, Massachusetts on April 21 and April 22, 1977. It has remained a subject of interest for cryptozoologists ever since then. Cryptozoologist Loren Coleman was the initial investigator, the first to interview the eyewitnesses within a week of the sightings, and the individual who named the creature the Dover Demon; it was disseminated by the press, and the name stuck. Coleman quickly assembled and brought into the inquiry three other investigators: Joseph Nyman, Ed Fogg, and Walter Webb. All were well-known ufological researchers in eastern Massachusetts, with Webb being the assistant director of the Hayden Planetarium at Boston's Science Museum. Coleman did not feel he was necessarily dealing with a ufological phenomenon, but he wanted to have seasoned investigators with good interviewing skills to do a comprehensive examination of the eyewitnesses and their families, as well as law enforcement, educational, and community members.

History
The Dover Demon was first sighted at night by three seventeen-year-olds who were driving through the Dover area when the car's headlights illuminated it. Bill Bartlett, the driver, reported that he saw what he thought at first was a dog or a cat, but upon closer inspection realized that it was a bizarre, unearthly-looking creature crawling along a stone wall on Farm Street.
Bartlett continued to watch the creature, and he reported it to have a disproportionately large, watermelon-shaped head and illuminated orange eyes, like glass marbles. It had long, thin arms and legs with slender fingers, which it used to grasp onto the pavement. It was hairless and had rough, flesh-toned skin, described as tan and sandpaper-like. The creature's appearance was very plain, with no nose or ears, and no mouth was seen. The witness drawings portray its head as having a skull shape, forming the contour of a circle on top with a more elliptical ending projecting down to include where the nose and mouth would be.
Possible identity
The Dover Demon is currently a classic cryptid, with a variety of theories abounding as to what it was or is. Early ufologists first promoted speculation that the creature was an alien or some sort of mutant hybrid, perhaps one created as a result of a human experiment and escaped. Others theorize that it is really a being from another dimension, accidentally transferred into our world through a dimensional warp. It has been speculated by various ufologists that the Dover Demon was a Grey, due to its similar appearance. One zoological answer that has been proposed is that it was a newborn moose. One skeptic wrote that the description of the creature's head matched that of a baby moose. Among several shortcomings of the moose explanation is that the descriptions of the Dover Demon clearly discerned fingers, while all moose, being artiodactyls, have only hooves. Loren Coleman disputes this theory, stating that at the time of year of the sightings, yearling moose are much larger, and no moose records exist for eastern Massachusetts for the spring of 1977. Coleman additionally points out that all the witnesses had separate experiences, did not talk to each other before investigators interviewed them, and did not necessarily agree on exact descriptive details of the sighting. No conclusive evidence has been found for the existence or lack thereof of the Dover Demon. Since the Dover Demon was only seen over a two-night period, it is probably not a naturally occurring species, such as Bigfoot is claimed to be.

Ouroboros, (very cute history)

2008-09-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

The Ouroboros, is an ancient symbol depicting a serpent or dragon swallowing its own tail and forming a circle. It has been used to represent many things over the ages, but it most generally symbolizes ideas of cyclicality, unity, or infinity. The ouroboros has been important in religious and mythological symbolism, but has also been frequently used in alchemical illustrations. More recently, it has been interpreted by psychoanalysts, such as Carl Jung, as having an archetypical significance to the human psyche.
Overview
Engraving by Lucas Jennis, in alchemical tract titled De Lapide Philisophico.
Plato described a self-eating, circular being as the first living thing in the universe — an immortal, perfectly constructed animal.
"The living being had no need of eyes when there was nothing remaining outside him to be seen; nor of ears when there was nothing to be heard; and there was no surrounding atmosphere to be breathed; nor would there have been any use of organs by the help of which he might receive his food or get rid of what he had already digested, since there was nothing which went from him or came into him: for there was nothing beside him. Of design he was created thus, his own waste providing his own food, and all that he did or suffered taking place in and by himself. For the Creator conceived that a being which was self-sufficient would be far more excellent than one which lacked anything; and, as he had no need to take anything or defend himself against any one, the Creator did not think it necessary to bestow upon him hands: nor had he any need of feet, nor of the whole apparatus of walking; but the movement suited to his spherical form was assigned to him, being of all the seven that which is most appropriate to mind and intelligence; and he was made to move in the same manner and on the same spot, within his own limits revolving in a circle. All the other six motions were taken away from him, and he was made not to partake of their deviations. And as this circular movement required no feet, the universe was created without legs and without feet."
This, however, probably refers to the outermost planetary sphere rather than to any form of serpent.
In some representations the serpent is shown as half light and half dark, echoing symbols such as the Taijitu, which illustrates the dual nature of all things, but more importantly, that these opposites are not in conflict. In alchemy, the ouroboros symbolises the circular nature of the alchemist's opus, which unites the opposites: the conscious and unconscious mind. It is also often associated with Gnosticism, and Hermeticism.
The Ouroboros often represents self-reflexivity or cyclicality, especially in the sense of something constantly re-creating itself, the eternal return, and other things perceived as cycles that begin anew as soon as they end. It can also represent the idea of primordial unity related to something existing in or persisting from the beginning with such force or qualities it cannot be extinguished. The Jungian psychologist Erich Neumann writes of it as a representation of the pre-ego "dawn state", depicting the undifferentiated infancy experience of both mankind and the individual child.
The ouroboros has several meanings interwoven into it. Foremost is the symbolism of the serpent biting, devouring, eating its own tail. This symbolises the cyclic Nature of the Universe: creation out of destruction, Life out of Death. The ouroboros eats its own tail to sustain its life, in an eternal cycle of renewal.
The Ouroboros could very well be used to symbolize the closed-system model of the universe of some physicists. The organic chemist August Kekulé claimed that a ring in the shape of Ouroboros that he saw in a dream inspired him in his discovery of the structure of benzene. As noted by Carl Jung, this might be an instance of cryptomnesia.

Melusine, Water spirit

2008-09-15T07:35:00.001-07:00

Melusine (or Melusina) is a figure of European legends and folklore, a feminine spirit of fresh waters in sacred springs and rivers.
She is usually depicted as a woman who is a serpent or fish (much like a mermaid) from the waist down. She is also sometimes illustrated with wings, two tails or both, and sometimes referred to as a nixie.
Legends
Melusine legends are especially connected with the northern, most Celtic areas of Gaul, and the Low Countries. Sir Walter Scott told a Melusine tale in The Minstrelsy of the Scottish Border (1802 -1803) confident that
When Count Siegfried of the Ardennes bought the feudal rights to Luxembourg in 963, his name became connected with the local version of Melusine. In 1997 Luxembourg issued a postage stamp commemorating this Melusina, with essentially the same magic gifts as the ancestress of the Lusignans. This Melusina magically made the castle of Bock appear the morning after their wedding. On her terms of marriage, she too required one day of absolute privacy each week. Alas, Sigefroid, as the Luxembourgeois call him, "could not resist temptation, and on one of the forbidden days he spied on her in her bath and discovered her to be a mermaid. When he let out a surprised cry, Melusina caught sight of him, and her bath immediately sank into the solid rock, carrying her with it. Melusina surfaces briefly every seven years as a beautiful woman or as a serpent, holding a small golden key in her mouth. Whoever takes the key from her will set her free and may claim her as his bride."
Martin Luther knew and believed in the story of another version of Melusine, die Melusina zu Lucelberg (Lucelberg in Silesia).
Melusine is one of the pre-Christian water-faeries who were sometimes responsible for changelings. The "Lady of the Lake", who spirited away the infant Lancelot and raised the child, was such a water nymph. For other European water sprites dangerous to humans, especially men, see Lorelei, Nixie.
"Melusina" would seem to be an uneasy name for a girl-child in these areas of Europe, but Ehrengard Melusine von der Schulenburg, Duchess of Kendal and Munster, mistress of George I of Great Britain, was christened Melusine in 1667.

Cockatrice

2008-09-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

A cockatrice is a legendary creature, resembling a large rooster with a lizard-like tail, "an ornament in the drama and poetry of the Elizabethans" Laurence Breiner described it; "the cockatrice, which no one ever saw, was born by accident at the end of the twelfth century and died in the middle of the seventeenth, a victim of the new science".The cockatrice was first described in the late twelfth century based on a hint in Pliny's Natural History, as a duplicate of the basilisk or regulus, though, unlike the basilisk, the cockatrice has wings. The Jewish Encyclopedia (1906) considers them identical. According to Alexander Neckam's De naturis rerum (ca 1180), it was supposed to be born from an egg laid by a cock and incubated by a toad; a snake might be substituted in re-tellings. The translation from basiliscus to cockatrice was effected when the basiliscus in Bartholomeus Anglicus' De proprietatibus rerum (ca 1260) was translated by John Trevisa as cockatrice (1397). Attempts to identify it with any particular biological species have proved generally futile.
Its reputed magical abilities include turning people to stone or killing them by either looking at them — "the death-darting eye of Cockatrice" — touching them, or sometimes breathing on them.
It was repeated in the late-medieval bestiaries that the weasel is the only animal that is immune to the glance of a cockatrice. It was also thought that a cockatrice would die instantly upon hearing a rooster crow. According to legend, having a cockatrice look itself in a mirror is one of the few sure-fire ways to kill it. The cockatrice was also able to fly with the set of wings affixed to its back
Like the head of Medusa, the cockatrice's powers of petrification were thought still effective after death.
The widespread and long-standing perception that there is a connection with crocodile in texts transmitted in Late Latin and Old French was traced in detail by Laurence Breiner (1979) from Pliny's assertion that the ichneumon lay in wait for the crocodile to open its jaws for the trochilus bird to enter and pick its teeth clean, to Brunetto Latini's remark in Li livres dou tresor (ca 1260)
In England the town most associated with the Cockatrice is the village of Wherwell, near Andover in Hampshire. The story is that the Cockatrice terrorised the village until it was imprisoned in the dungeons below Wherwell Priory. A prize of land was offered to anyone who could kill the creature. None was successful, until a man named Green lowered a mirror into the dungeon. The Cockatrice battled against its own reflection until exhausted, at which point Green was able to kill it.

Basilisk

2008-09-13T20:52:00.000-07:00

In European bestiaries and legends, a basilisk, from the Greek basilískos, is a legendary reptile reputed to be king of serpents and said to have the power of causing death by a single glance. According to the Naturalis Historia of Pliny the Elder, the basilisk of Cyrene is a small snake, "being not more than twelve fingers in length", that is so venomous that it leaves a wide trail of deadly venom in its wake, and its gaze is likewise lethal; its weakness is in the odour of the weasel, which according to Pliny, was thrown into the basilisk's hole, recognisable because all the surrounding shrubs and grass had been scorched by its presence.
Basilisk is also the name of a genus of small lizards, (family Corytophanidae). The Green Basilisk, also called plumed basilisk, is a lizard that can run across the surface of water.
There are three descriptions to the image of the basilisk: a huge multi-limbed lizard, a giant snake, or a three-foot high cockerel with a snake's tail and teeth, all of which are shared with the cockatrice. It is called "king" because it is reputed to have on its head a mitre- or crown-shaped crest. Stories of the basilisk place it in the same general family as the cockatrice. The basilisk is fabulously alleged to be hatched by a cockerel from the egg of a serpent (the reverse of the cockatrice, which was hatched from a cockerel's "egg" incubated by a serpent's nest). In Medieval Europe, the description of the creature began taking on features from cockerels. is created by having a rooster lay on a snake egg. will die if it hears a roosters call.

Questing Beast

2008-09-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

The Questing Beast, or the Beast Glatisant (Barking Beast), is a monster from Arthurian legend, the subject of quests by famous knights like King Pellinore, Sir Palamedes, and Sir Percival. The strange creature has the head and neck of a serpent, the body of a leopard, the haunches of a lion and the feet of a hart. Its name comes from the great noise it emits from its belly, a barking like "thirty couple hounds questing".
The first accounts of the beast are in the Perlesvaus and the Post-Vulgate Suite du Merlin. The Post-Vulgate's account, which is taken up in Thomas Malory's Le Morte d'Arthur, has the Questing Beast appear to King Arthur after he has had an affair with his sister Morgause and begotten Mordred (they did not know they were related). Arthur sees the beast drinking from a pool just after he wakes from a disturbing dream that foretells Mordred's destruction of the realm; he is then approached by King Pellinore who reveals it is his family quest to hunt the beast. Merlin reveals the Questing Beast had been borne of a human woman, a princess who lusted after her own brother. She slept with a devil who had promised to make the boy love her, but the devil manipulated her into accusing her brother of rape. Their father had him torn apart by dogs, but before he died he prophesied his sister would give birth to an abomination that would make the same sounds as the pack of dogs that killed him. The beast has been taken as a symbol of the incest, violence, and chaos that eventually destroys Arthur's kingdom.
The Perlesvaus offers an entirely different depiction of the Questing Beast. There, it is described it as pure white, smaller than a fox, and beautiful to look at. The noise from its belly is the sound of its offspring who tear the creature apart from the inside; the author takes the beast as a symbol of Christ, destroyed by the followers of the Old Law, the Twelve Tribes of Israel. Gerbert de Montreuil provides a similar vision of the Questing Beast in his Continuation of Perceval, the Story of the Grail, though he says it is "wondrously large" and interprets the noise and subsequent gruesome death by its own offspring as a symbol of impious churchgoers who disturb the sanctity of Mass by talking. Later in the Post-Vulgate, the Prose Tristan and the sections of Malory based on those works, the Saracen knight Sir Palamedes hunts the Questing Beast. It is a futile venture, much like his love for Sir Tristan's paramour Iseult, offering him nothing but hardship. In the Post-Vulgate, his conversion to Christianity allows him relief from his endless worldly pursuits, and he finally slays the creature during the Grail Quest after he, Percival and Galahad have chased it into a lake. The Questing Beast appears in many later works as well, including stories written in French, Spanish, and Italian.

Kraken

2008-09-13T20:32:00.000-07:00

Kraken are legendary sea monsters of gargantuan size, said to have dwelt off the coasts of Norway and Iceland. The sheer size and fearsome appearance attributed to the beasts have made them common ocean-dwelling monsters in various fictional works (see Kraken in popular culture). The legend may actually have originated from sightings of real giant squid that are estimated to grow to 13 metres (43 feet) in length, including the tentacles. These creatures normally live at great depths, but have been sighted at the surface and reportedly have "attacked" ships.
Kraken is the definite article form of krake, a Scandinavian word designating an unhealthy animal, or something twisted. In modern German, Krakemeans octopus, but can also refer to the legendary Kraken (Terrell, 1999).
History
Although the name kraken never appears in the Norse sagas, there are similar sea monsters, the hafgufa and lyngbakr, both described in Örvar-Odds saga and the Norwegian text from c. 1250, Konungs skuggsjá. Carolus Linnaeus included kraken as cephalopods with the scientific name Microcosmus in the first edition of his Systema Naturae (1735), a taxonomic classification of living organisms, but excluded the animal in later editions. Kraken were also extensively described by Erik Pontoppidan, bishop of Bergen, in his "Natural History of Norway" (Copenhagen, 1752–3).
Early accounts, including Pontoppidan's, describe the kraken as an animal "the size of a floating island" whose real danger for sailors was not the creature itself, but the whirlpool it created after quickly descending back into the ocean. However, Pontoppidan also described the destructive potential of the giant beast: "It is said that if it grabbed the largest warship, it could manage to pull it down to the bottom of the ocean" (Sjögren, 1980). Kraken were always distinct from sea serpents, also common in Scandinavian lore (Jörmungandr for instance). A representative early description is given by the Swede Jacob Wallenberg in his book Min son på galejan ("My son on the galley") from 1781:

Sea Serpent

2008-09-13T09:36:00.001-07:00

A sea serpent is a mythological sea monster either wholly or partly serpentine.
Sightings of sea serpents have been reported for hundreds of years, and continue to be claimed today. Cryptozoologist Bruce Champagne identified more than 1,200 purported sea serpent sightings. Despite these numerous sightings, no credible physical evidence has been recorded and it is currently believed that the sightings can be best explained as misidentification of known animals such as whales.
Some cryptozoologists have suggested that the sea serpents are relict plesiosaurs, mosasaurs or other Mesozoic marine reptiles, an idea often associated with lake monsters such as the Loch Ness Monster.

Griffin

2008-09-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

The griffin is a legendary creature with the body of a lion and the head and often wings of an eagle. As the lion was traditionally considered the king of the beasts and the eagle the king of the birds, the griffin was thought to be an especially powerful and majestic creature. Griffins are normally known for guarding treasure. In antiquity it was a symbol of divine power and a guardian of the divine.
Most contemporary illustrations give the griffin the forelegs of an eagle, with an eagle's legs and talons, although in some older illustrations it has a lion's forelimbs; it generally has a lion's hindquarters. Its eagle's head is conventionally given prominent ears; these are sometimes described as the lion's ears, but are often elongated (more like a horse's), and are sometimes feathered.
Infrequently, a griffin is portrayed without wings (or a wingless eagle-headed lion is identified as a griffin); in 15th-century and later heraldry such a beast may be called an alce or a keythong. In heraldry, a griffin's always has forelegs like an eagle's hind legs; the beast with forelimbs like a lion's forelegs..
History
Several griffin-like creatures - beasts with the head of an eagle or some other bird of prey - occur in art, architecture and mythology of many early civilizations.
Of the two sacred "birds" of Persian mythology, the homa and the simurgh, the homa is often described as griffin-like. Ancient Elamites used such a creature extensively in their architecture. During the Achaemenid Empire, homa were used widely as statues and symbols in palaces. Homa also had a special place in Persian literature as guardians of light.
In Ancient Egypt, a similar creature was depicted with a slender, feline body and the head of a falcon; this is tentatively identified as an axex. Early statuary depicts them with wings that are horizontal and parallel along the back of the body. In Minoan Crete, such creatures were royal animals and guardians of throne rooms

Phoenix

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The phoenix is a mythical sacred firebird in ancient Greek Mythology, and in myths derived from it.
Appearance and Abilities
A phoenix is a mythical bird with a tail of beautiful gold and red plumage. It has a 1,000 year life-cycle, and near the end the phoenix builds itself a nest of cinnamon twigs that it then ignites; both nest and bird burn fiercely and are reduced to ashes, from which a new, young phoenix or phoenix egg arises, reborn anew to live again. The new phoenix is destined to live as long as its old self. In some stories, the new phoenix embalms the ashes of its old self in an egg made of myrrh and deposits it in the Egypt city of Heliopolis (sun city in Greek). The bird was also said to regenerate when hurt or wounded by a foe, thus being almost immortal and invincible — it is also said that it can heal a person with a tear from its eyes and make them temporarily immune to death; a symbol of fire and divinity.

Harpy

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Harpy ("snatcher",was any one of the mainly winged death-spirits best known for constantly stealing all food from Phineas. The literal meaning of the word seems to be "that which snatches" as it comes from the ancient Greek word harpazein which means "to snatch".
The harpy could also bring life. A harpy was the mother by the West Wind Zephyros of the horses of Achilles.
Though Hesiod (Theogony) calls them two "lovely-haired" creatures, harpies as beautiful winged bird-women are a late development, in parallel with the transformation of the siren, a "creature malign though seductive in Homer, but gradually softened by the Athenian imagination into a sorrowful death angel".On a vase in the Berlin Museum,a harpy has a small figure of a hero in each claw, but her head is recognizably a Gorgon, with goggling eyes, protruding tongue, and tusks.
The harpies were sisters of Iris, daughters of Thaumas and Electra.
Phineas, a king of Thrace, had the gift of prophecy. Zeus, angry that Phineas revealed too much, punished him by putting him on an island with a buffet of food which he could never eat. The harpies always arrived and stole the food out of his hands right before he could satisfy his hunger, and befouled the remains. This continued until the arrival of Jason and the Argonauts. The Boreads, sons of Boreas, the North Wind, who also could fly, succeeded in driving off the harpies, but without killing any of them, following a request from Iris, who promised that Phineas would not be bothered by the harpies again, and "the dogs of great Zeus" returned to their "cave in Minoan Crete". Thankful for their help, Phineas told the Argonauts how to pass the Symplegades.
In this form they were agents of punishment who abducted people and tortured them on their way to Tartarus. They were vicious, cruel and violent. They lived on Strophades. They were usually seen as the personifications of the destructive nature of wind. The harpies in this tradition, now thought of as three sisters instead of the original two, were: Aello ("storm swift"), Celaeno ("the dark") — also known as Podarge ("fleet-foot") — and Ocypete ("the swift wing").
Aeneas encountered harpies on the Strophades as they repeatedly made off with the feast the Trojans were setting. Celaeno cursed them, saying the Trojans will be so hungry they will eat their tables before they reach the end of their journey. The Trojans fled in fear.

Echo

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Echo was an Oread (a mountain nymph) who loved her own voice. Zeus loved consorting with beautiful nymphs and visited them on Earth often. Eventually, Zeus's wife, Hera, became suspicious, and came from Mt. Olympus in an attempt to catch Zeus with the nymphs.
Zeus, the King of the Olympians, was known for his many love affairs. Sometimes the young and beautiful Nymph Echo would distract and amuse his wife Hera with long and entertaining stories, while Zeus took advantage of the moment to ravish the other mountain nymphs. When Hera discovered the trickery she punished the talkative Echo by taking away her voice, except in foolish repetition of another's shouted words. Thus, all Echo could do was repeat the voice of another.
Echo fell in love with a vain youth named Narcissus, who was the son of the blue Nymph Leirope of Thespia. The river god Cephisus had once encircled Leirope with the windings of his streams, and thus trapping her, had seduced the nymph. Concerned about the baby's welfare, Leirope went to consult the prophet Teiresias regarding her son's future. Teiresias told the nymph that Narcissus "would live to a ripe old age, as long as he never knew himself."
One day when Narcissus was out hunting stags, Echo stealthily followed the handsome youth through the woods, longing to address him but unable to speak first. When Narcissus finally heard footsteps and shouted "Who's there?", Echo answered "Who's there?" And so it went, until finally Echo showed herself and rushed to embrace the lovely youth. He pulled away from the nymph and vainly told her to leave him alone. Narcissus left Echo heartbroken and she spent the rest of her life in lonely glens, pining away for the love she never knew, until only her voice remained. However, in other versions Echo cries until she is stone and an invisible Echo (probably her ghost/spirit) haunts the Earth.
Ovid's version of the tale states that a girl who had also fallen in love with Narcissus made a prayer to the gods, asking that Narcissus suffer from an unrequited lust just as he had done to others. The prayer was answered by the goddess Nemesis - she who ruins the proud, who cursed Narcissus into falling in love with his own reflection. He eventually dies of heartbreak and is carried to the Underworld where he is forever tormented by his own reflection in the river Styx.
Alternatively, Echo was a nymph who was a great singer and dancer and scorned the love of any man. This angered Pan, a lecherous god, and he instructed his followers to kill her. Echo was torn to pieces and spread all over the Earth. The Titan goddess of the earth, Gaia, received the pieces of Echo, whose voice remains repeating the last words of others.

Huldra

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In Scandinavian folklore, the huldra (Norwegian, derived from a root meaning "covered" or "secret") is a seductive forest creature. Other names include the Swedish skogsrå or skogsfru (meaning "lady (ruler) of the forest") and Tallemaja (pine tree Mary). A male hulder is called a huldu, or in Norway a huldrekall. Her name suggests that she is originally the same being as the völva Huld and the German Holda.
Features
The huldra is a stunningly beautiful, sometimes naked woman with long hair; though from behind she is hollow like an old tree trunk, and has an animal's tail. In Norway, she has a cow's tail, and in Sweden she may have that of a cow or a fox. Further in the north of Sweden, the tail can be entirely omitted in favor of her hollow or bark-covered back.
In Norway, the huldra has often been described as a typical dairymaid, wearing the clothes of a regular farm girl, although somewhat more dazzling than most girls.
Folklore
The huldra is one of several (keeper, warden), including the aquatic or later identified with a mermaid, and in caves and mines who made life tough for the poor miners.
More information can be found in the collected Norwegian folktales of Peder Christian Asbjørnsen and Jørgen Moe.
[Human relations
The huldras were held to be kind to colliers, watching their charcoal kilns while they rested. Knowing that she would wake them if there were any problems, they were able to sleep, and in exchange they left provisions for her in a special place. A tale from Närke illustrates further how kind a huldra could be, especially if treated with respect.
A boy in Tiveden went fishing, but he had no luck. Then he met a beautiful lady, and she was so stunning that he felt he had to catch his breath. But, then he realized who she was, because he could see a fox's tail sticking out below the skirt. As he knew that it was forbidden to comment on the tail to the lady of the forest, if it were not done in the most polite manner, he bowed deeply and said with his softest voice, "Milady, I see that your petticoat shows below your skirt". The lady thanked him gracefully and hid her tail under her skirt, telling the boy to fish on the other side of the lake. That day, the boy had great luck with his fishing and he caught a fish every time he threw out the line. This was the huldra's recognition of his politeness.
In some traditions, the huldra lures men into the forest to have sexual intercourse with her, rewarding those who satisfy her and often killing those who do not. The Norwegian huldra is a lot less bloodthirsty and may simply kidnap a man or lure him into the underworld. She sometimes steals human infants and replaces them with her own ugly huldrebarn (changeling huldre children).
Sometimes she marries a local farm boy, but when this happens, the glamour leaves her when the priest lays his hand on her, or when she enters the church. Some legends tell of husbands who subsequently treat her badly. Some fairy tales leave out this feature, and only relate how a marriage to a Christian man will cause her to lose her tail, but not her looks, and let the couple live happily ever after. However if she is treated badly, she will remind him that she is far from weak, often by straightening out a horseshoe with her bare hands, sometimes while it is still glowing hot from the forge.
If betrayed, the huldra can punish the man severely, as in one case from Sigdal, when she avenged her pride on a young braggart she had sworn to marry, on the promise that he would not tell anybody of her. The boy instead bragged about his bride for a year, and when they met again, she beat him around the ears with her cow's tail. He lost his hearing and his wits for the rest of his life.
Hunting
The hulder has long been associated with hunting; she might blow down the barrel of a huntsman's rifle, causing it never thereafter to miss a shot. Some men are not so lucky, or perhaps skilled, and escape her only after surrendering their sanity.
After the Christianization of Scandinavia, the chief deity of the Norse pantheon, Odin, came to be associated with the Wild Hunt. The hunt is often for a woman, who is captured or killed. The rationale behind this antipathy is never clearly explained in the accounts. Odin's Wild Hunt connoted a violent storm where much lightning struck the wild forests where huldra lived. This storm suggested Odin's berserker rage against his rivals, the trolls or Jotun, which is sometimes seen as akin to huldra. Before the process of Christianization, the deity Thor was credited with lightning strikes against the giant trolls, in the form of his hammer.

Centaurs and Kentaurides

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Centaurs are a race of creatures composed of part human and part horse. In early Attic vase-paintings, they are depicted as the torso of a human joined at the (human's) waist to the horse's withers, where the horse's neck would be.
This half-human and half-animal composition has led many writers to treat them as liminal beings, caught between the two natures, embodied in contrasted myths, and as the embodiment of untamed nature, as in their battle with the Lapiths, or conversely as teachers, like Chiron.
The centaurs were usually said to have been born of Ixion and Nephele (the cloud made in the image of Hera). Another version, however, makes them children of a certain Centaurus, who mated with the Magnesian mares. This Centaurus was either the son of Ixion and Nephele (instead of the Centaurs) or of Apollo and Stilbe, daughter of the river god Peneus. In the latter version of the story his twin brother was Lapithus, ancestor of the Lapiths, thus making the two warring peoples cousins.
Centaurs were said to have inhabited the region of Magnesia and Mount Pelion in Thessaly, Mount Pholoe in Arcadia and the Malean peninsula in southern Laconia.

The Centaurs are best known for their fight with the Lapithae, caused by their attempt to carry off Hippodamia and the rest of the Lapith women, on the day of her marriage to Pirithous, king of the Lapithae, himself the son of Ixion. The strife among these cousins is a metaphor for the conflict between the lower appetites and civilized behavior in humankind. Theseus, a hero and founder of cities, who happened to be present, threw the balance in favor of the right order of things, and assisted Pirithous. The Centaurs were driven off or destroyed.Another Lapith hero, Caeneus, who was invulnerable to weapons, was beaten into the earth by Centaurs wielding rocks and the branches of trees. Centaurs are thought of in many Greek myths as wild as untamed horses. Like the Titanomachy, the defeat of the Titans by the Olympian gods, the contests with the Centaurs typify the struggle between civilization and barbarism.
The Centauromachy is most famously portrayed in the Parthenon (Elgin Marbles) metopes by Phidias and a Renaissance-era sculpture by Michelangelo

Female centaurs
Though female centaurs, called Kentaurides, are not mentioned in early Greek literature and art, they do appear occasionally in later antiquity. A Macedonian mosaic of the C4th BC is one of the earliest examples of the Centauress in art. Ovid also mentions a centauress named Hylonome who committed suicide when her lover Cyllarus was killed in the war with the Lapiths.
In a description of a painting in Neapolis, the Greek rhetorician Philostratus the Elder describes them as sisters and wives of the male centaurs who live on Mount Pelion with their children.
"How beautiful the Centaurides are, even where they are horses; for some grow out of white mares, others are attached to chestnut mares, and the coats of others are dappled, but they glisten like those of horses that are well cared for. There is also a white female Centaur that grows out of a black mare, and the very opposition of the colours helps to produce the united beauty of the whole.

Cyclops

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Cyclops , is a member of a primordial race of giants, each with a single eye in the middle of its forehead.In English, the plural cyclopses is also used. The name is widely thought to mean "round-" or "wheel-eyed". Hesiod describes one group of cyclopes and Homer describes another. In Hesiod's Theogony, Zeus releases three Cyclopes, the sons of Uranus and Gaia, from the dark pit of Tartarus. They provide Zeus's thunderbolt, Hades' helmet of invisibility, and Poseidon's trident, and the gods use these weapons to defeat the Titans. In a famous episode of Homer's Odyssey, the hero Odysseus encounters the Cyclops Polyphemus, the son of Poseidon and a nereid (Thoosa), who lives with his fellow Cyclopes in a distant country. The connection between the two groups has been debated in antiquity and by modern scholars.

In the Theogony, the Cyclopes – Arges, Brontes, and Steropes – were the primordial sons of Uranus (Sky) and Gaia (Earth) and brothers of the Hecatonchires. They were giants with a single eye in the middle of their forehead and a foul disposition. According to Hesiod, they were strong, stubborn, and "abrupt of emotion". Collectively they eventually became synonyms for brute strength and power, and their name was invoked in connection with massive masonry. They were often pictured at their forge.
Uranus, fearing their strength, locked them in Tartarus. Cronus, another son of Uranus and Gaia, later freed the Cyclopes, along with the Hecatonchires, after he had overthrown Uranus. Cronus then placed them back in Tartarus, where they remained, guarded by the female dragon Campe, until freed by Zeus. They fashioned thunderbolts for Zeus to use as weapons, and helped him overthrow Cronus and the other Titans. The thunderbolts, which became Zeus' main weapons, were forged by all three Cyclopes, in that Arges added brightness, Brontes added thunder, and Steropes added lightning.
These Cyclopes also created Poseidon's trident, Artemis' bow and arrows of moonlight, Apollo's bow and arrows of sun rays, and the helmet of darkness that Hades gave to Perseus on his quest to kill Medusa. According to a hymn of Callimachus,[4] they were Hephaestus' helpers at the forge. The Cyclopes were said to have built the "cyclopean" fortifications at Tiryns and Mycenae in the Peloponnese. According to Alcestis, Apollo killed the Cyclopes, in retaliation for Asclepius' murder at the hands of Zeus. According to Euripides' play Alkestis, Apollo was then forced into the servitude of Admetus for one year. Zeus later returned Asclepius and the Cyclopes from Hades.

Siren

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Sirens were three dangerous bird-women, portrayed as seductresses, who lived on an island called Sirenum scopuli. In some later, rationalized traditions the literal geography of the "flowery" island of Anthemoessa, or Anthemusa, is fixed: sometimes on Cape Pelorum and at others in the Sirenusian islands near Paestum, or in Capreae. All locations were surrounded by cliffs and rocks. Seamen who sailed near were decoyed by the Sirens' enchanting music and voices to shipwreck on the rocky coast. Although they lured mariners, the sirens were not sea deities.
When the Sirens were given a parentage they were considered the daughters of the river god Achelous, fathered upon Terpsichore, Melpomene, Sterope, or Chthon, the Earth, in Euripides' Helen 167, where Helen in her anguish calls upon "Winged maidens, virgins, daughters of the Earth". Roman writers linked the Sirens more closely to the sea, as daughters of Phorcys.
Appearance
Sirens, like harpies, partake of women and of birds, in various ways. In early Greek art sirens were represented as birds with large women's heads, bird feathers and scaly feet and sometimes manes of lions. Later, they were represented as female figures with the legs of birds, with or without wings playing a variety of musical instruments, especially harps. The tenth century Byzantine encyclopedia Suda says that from their chests up Sirens had the form of sparrows, below they were women, or, alternatively, that they were little birds with women's faces. Birds were chosen because of their characteristic, beautiful voices. Later Sirens were sometimes also depicted as beautiful women, whose bodies, not only their voices, are seductive. The fact that in Spanish, French, Italian, Polish, Romanian or Portuguese, the word for mermaid are respectively Sirena, Sirène, Sirena, Syrena, Sirenă and Sereia creates visual confusion, so that sirens are even represented as mermaids. "The sirens, though they sing to mariners, are not sea-maidens," Harrison cautions; "they dwell on an island in a flowery meadow."
The first century Roman historian Pliny the Elder discounted sirens as pure fable, "although Dinon, the father of Clearchus, a celebrated writer, asserts that they exist in India, and that they charm men by their song, and, having first lulled them to sleep, tear them to pieces."
In his Notebooks Leonardo da Vinci wrote of the siren, "The siren sings so sweetly that she lulls the mariners to sleep; then she climbs upon the ships and kills the sleeping mariners."